pujo, my dog
Posted: Tue Jul 14, 2009 6:41 pm
today is the tenth day from pujo's exposure to parvo. sure he is immunized. sure he is an adult dog. but still there was a chance...
he is still well.
spoiled to no end, but well. i really won't breathe completely easy till a week or so more has passed. just in case...
you know, i was going to go to houston and galveston last weekend. but i didn't. because i just couldn't bear the what-ifs. and now that it's all said and done, i'm glad i stayed. i have no regrets. i don't care if perhaps some people might be miffed that i put my worry about my dog above all else. (not saying anyone is, only saying i don't care if anyone is).
i don't care that i didn't get a well-deserved break that i had been looking forward to. i'd rather stay and watch over one of the few beings on this planet that have given me unconditional love, than spend the time with people who will judge me, and have judged me this way or that way, whose love is determined by my behavior, by my words, by my ability to do for them. of course, as humans we all judge people based on these things. not saying it is wrong, per se, just that such expectations get tiresome.
but gods, it sure is nice to have a little 8 pound someone who loves me only because i exist and feed him, who doesn't turn and hate me because i said the wrong thing, or something equally stupid. and so i treat pujo with the same consideration i would want for myself were our places reversed.
and no, i don't believe for one fucking moment that humans are a superior species. opposable thumbs do not make one superior, only more able. but that's just me, i know.
when it all comes down to it, the only thing that really matters on this fucked up planet is love. after all, what other reason could there possibly be to live?
and now, i am off to cuddle my little dog.

he is still well.
spoiled to no end, but well. i really won't breathe completely easy till a week or so more has passed. just in case...
you know, i was going to go to houston and galveston last weekend. but i didn't. because i just couldn't bear the what-ifs. and now that it's all said and done, i'm glad i stayed. i have no regrets. i don't care if perhaps some people might be miffed that i put my worry about my dog above all else. (not saying anyone is, only saying i don't care if anyone is).
i don't care that i didn't get a well-deserved break that i had been looking forward to. i'd rather stay and watch over one of the few beings on this planet that have given me unconditional love, than spend the time with people who will judge me, and have judged me this way or that way, whose love is determined by my behavior, by my words, by my ability to do for them. of course, as humans we all judge people based on these things. not saying it is wrong, per se, just that such expectations get tiresome.
but gods, it sure is nice to have a little 8 pound someone who loves me only because i exist and feed him, who doesn't turn and hate me because i said the wrong thing, or something equally stupid. and so i treat pujo with the same consideration i would want for myself were our places reversed.
and no, i don't believe for one fucking moment that humans are a superior species. opposable thumbs do not make one superior, only more able. but that's just me, i know.
when it all comes down to it, the only thing that really matters on this fucked up planet is love. after all, what other reason could there possibly be to live?
and now, i am off to cuddle my little dog.


